gnubutnes | 2020 in the nutshell (January- March)

Assalamualaikum and hi,

This is my first entry for this year – 2020. I was toshi onna for this year.
First 3 month in this year feel so long….. a lot of thing happen worldwide…… the most devastating one of course COVID-19

The novel corona virus originated from Wuhan , China causing pendemic worldwide… it effect not only me, but to my family, closed friend, Arashi, Japan, Olympic…………….it effect every single person on earth that I know.....all the plan and dreams Different country have different approach to tackle this pandemic….many country took it for granted until it come to worse……and that was very devastated. Now, until this writing….most of the countries in this world make a lockdown, quarantine, restricted movement control, blocking international traveller in hope to control the disease.

Many Malaysian can relate with me…..since we young….we looking forward to this year actually. It was my country dream to become a developed country by year 2020 – we call it as WAWASAN 2020 or in English VISION 2020. We have a song for this with the same name. We always sang it during morning assembly.

WAWASAN 2020

So….since young, I always looking forward to this year…2020. Sadly, due to some some political thing happen….they change the aim to 2050 insted of 2020….but I still looking forward to the Year 2020.

Then, things happen…Tokyo was choose to become host for Olympic 2020 in summer. I was so glad…although I’m not Japanese…. Then to know my favourite artist from the land of rising sun, ARASHI also looking forward to it…make me happy………..until they announce they plan for hiatus by 31st of December 2020.
To conclude - It was the year that I wait for so long - year 2020.

'Every cloud has a silver lining'

'明けない夜はないよ
Akenai yoru wa nai yo
There aren't any nights that won't open to morning'

Yes… I’m feel sad and hopeless 3 month into Year 2020…but i know it will not always difficult time. Sometimes you up…but sometimes you down….What make this different at this time is we as a part of this world facing the same enemy… COVID-19. We need to stay stronger and protect each other from the invincible enemy….. hand washing, social distancing, quarantine , stay home it what we must do to protect each other…and pray that the world will become a better place again. The sun will shine again.

To Arashi-san, the time is running fast…….. with all the cancellled plan….. I’m not blaming you at all. It is not your fault. You already try your best to deliver to fans…and for that I’m feel so thankful…. I can feel your love to us…the fans. I still cannot figure out how to say goodbye to you on end of this year…….because I love you to much…..but what I want to say is….don’t worry about it….about my feeling...... because even I can’t help to feeling like this….so, it’s okay TT TT TT TT TT.

I’m proud to be your fans. 12 years ago...or now....I still proud Arashian =)

Thank you for reading this entry….i love you 💙❤💚💛💜

1130am
1st April 2020
Malaysia