Dear Arashi...

[gnubutnes]

Dear Arashi,

This is open letter to you.
I don't have any expectation for you to read it....but i guess i need to write it.

I have sleepless night tonight. A lot of thinking was done.....among those things were you.

I have been your fan since last 10 years. Rather love at first sight, it takes me step by step, day by day to fall to your guys.



You make me smile like an idiot. You made me cry a river. You make me appreciated and enjoy small thing in live. You make me think about environment. You change me from negative to positive....person.For that, I'm so thankful

...for the past 10 years...

...and I'm glad I'm knowing you....

....and I'm glad I'm your fan...soo much

But...

I'm so sorry, I'm not a good fan.
I need to prioritise my live over you.
For that, I'm so sorry.
I guess I'm bad fan
And i feel bad about it.

....and although you guys say you guys are happy as arashi...

....and when we know you guys sacrifies a lot to be who you are now as 20 years old group....

......I just wonder whether that word was true.


I just want to see you guys happy.

I don't want you guys to sacrifies your happiness just to make us happy.

I want both of us happy...and found our own happiness....

....and that will mean a lot to me.



As you enter 20th anniversary as Arashi,
💙Ohno -kun,
❤Sho-kun,
💚Aiba-chan,
💛Nino,
💜Matsujun,




Ima demo, otsukare sama deshta,
Hontoni.... iro iro arigatou gozaimas...
De ai ni yu katta,
Hontoni....daisuki-des..💙❤💚💛💜




All picture credit: twitter
(Sorry i can't remember the owner)

gnubutnes
4.12.2018
Malaysia
4.20am