[2019.04.18] 21th 5x20 Tokyo Dome Concert

[gnubutnes]

Tokyo Dome,
Where the fangirl dream become reality
Where my dream as Arashian for the past 11 years become reality - TO MEET ARASHI



the date : 18th April 2019



I'm a Muslim. For the whole my life my religion taugh me
to be good to others
to be kind to others
to do no harm to others
to your family, friend and others
and
Allah will give you WHAT YOU NEED and NOT WHAT YOU WANT
I always believe HIM

and then miracle happen..... I have being bless with the oppurtunity to go to JAPAN and to MEET ARASHI !!!!



I come from a middle class family in Malaysia - More like Makino's family with 6 siblings. I'm the 1st born in my family. I was my family hope. I never had a dream. The only thing that I always hope is that one days I can give my happiness to my family.-
provide to my family and I can pay my parent's sacrifice to raise me to be a good descent human being.

So, my aim is want to be a cleaver student - and find a descent job that can give a good salary - to give back to my family.

It's never about me. It's about my family


and I make it !!!

Alhamdullilah


...and I never regret it although it's not always about me

I love my family.



During that time, beside ALLAH, parents, siblings and my bestfriend....
the one that always give me courage to move forward


it's ARASHI - it's ALL MEMBER



So, until now I have difficulty to choose whose my ichiban or niban

I always love them as they are.

They are like older brothers that I don't have....
That I always turn into when I run out motivation to go forward


They like my family.....



At first, my parents and my siblings feel weird about me like Arashi sooo much
11 years ago, they always ask...why me , Malaysian, muslim girl can in love and be a fan of Japanese group that never being promote in Malaysia?
They can't understand

But, it's TOTALLY different now.

Whole my family and siblings LOVEEEEEEE Arashi so much as I do

My mom use to love Ohno...but now she change to Sho-kun (>_<)
My younger sister, Angah love Ohno-kun, but she had aura of Nino that always love to tease others in my family.
My other siblings also have some one that they like...
and in my family, I was known as fan of Sho-kun...maybe because they think I bright student and plus I was first child as Sho-kun...



But I REALLY LOVE THE WHOLE MEMBER




So,
the only think I really want for myself is to MEET THEM
....the dream that I have since I become Arashian 11 years ago
nothing else

and I was feel soooo lucky and blesssed....to able to attend their concert this time

WHY?
Because I never got the chance by myself...it's through others

In my family I'm not the first :-
-who go to japan
-registered as FC member
-win Arashi concert ballot

It's my Angah ( Malay called for the second born in my family)

...and my family was sooo supportive for me to go Japan and see Arashi
and my friend that I share my enthusiasm to meet Arashi
Although they not into JPOP or Japan... they support my dream


for that I feel blessed TT TT TT TT TT


So, on 18th April in Tokyo Dome,
I and Angah meet Arashi for first time.
we got ARENA middle seat.
6th row from the main stage

I can't hidden my happiness.
Even the staff can notice it !!!

once I seat at that chair....I'm cry.....like a river
The tears seem unable to stop...
for the grateful I have to Allah, to my family and friend
to support my dream...
and to think that I able to meet Arashi
it' just KISEKI TT TT TT




When Arashi make an opening
I scream my lungs out....the heaviest that i feel in my chest ...was exhale away

I try content my emotion
i try make a promise to myself... i just want to show my happiness without crying
but I failed tremandously
My emotion that i try to keep... was broke during my girl song... I cry again TT TT TT

''....arigato no omoi wo tsutaetai yo sotto kimi no moto e
tooki hanarete shimatte mo omoide ni michita mirai e......''

the lyric hit me deep....

and i cry a river again....


during that song .....


i bet members see my crying face... i must look ugly (>_<) =)

the 3 hours feel so magical. I give my everything to enjoy the concert
and as fan girl
the time feel short...then everything end....
I wish the concert can continue last long....even for 1 minutes more...
But i not regret... i had convey everything I want as a fan




Sho-kun notice us and give a smile
Nino smile and wave to us
Ohno-kun fishing us
Aiba-kun and Matsujun definately see us
i know all member notice us and see my uchiwa



because not only we seat at front....but because we have darker skin tone and wear hijab and
it was really obvious that we are sooo different from other fan at that arena
IT MAKE US SO STOOD UP


i was feel as the luckiest girl in the earth during that time


and that's good enough for me... i feel so content

of course as a fan, i want to meet again to them in the future
and i hope they can last long
if can...forever...but as human I know that it's impossible

THIS ALREADY GOOD FOR ME... i can't be greedy

but one thing for sure... I WILL LOVE ARASHI FOREVER







So,

to Arashi-san,

arigato gozaimas...for EVERYTHING !!! Thank You !!! Terima kasih !!!

to Arashian,

I will pray for you to meet arashi.... one day, like me. Don't give-up on them. They will return back one day.


HONTONI....ARIGATO GOZAIMAS









Credit: some picture from twitter...the rest is mine.please let me know if it yours and want me to take down

Comments

[arashirabbit22.livejournal.com]

Oh my god. This is just amazing to read!! I cant believe you dream finally come true.
You really is the example of hard work, patience and consistency will always get toward the goal that you want!
I'm just sooo happy to encounter this amazing journey of yours and I just felt soo happy reading it eventhought I'm not the one who went there XD

[gnubutnes.livejournal.com]

Thank you =) I hope your dream also come true. Gambate.

[arash-suki.livejournal.com]

Assalamualaikum gnubutnes, im sara from msia too...i'm so excited reading your post about you went to japan seeing arashi's live..i've shocked at first when i read your post in arashi_on which begins with salam..i'm so excited to know where are you from n its malaysia...i've alot to ask you since u be able to be an in fc of arashi..abit of jealous too though ..hihi..anway, hope you can reply this n salam ramadhan to you n fam..=)

[gnubutnes.livejournal.com]

Waalaikumussalam, Sara,
Thank you for read my entry. Happy Ramadhan too and Selamat Hari Raya Aidilfitri. I'm open to any question. You can DM me here or twitter-- with same username