gnubutnes | Arashi Hiatus 2020 (Reply)

In has been 2 week since Arashi announce their hiatus in 2020 - on 27th January 2019
2 days after Sho-kun birthday
I'm still in denial mode. Once a while - tears fill my eyes, without any reason....

I actually had sniff the sign...but i choose to denied, turn my head to other direction
I choose to ignore
Ever since back in 2017
I think that there is no way they will disband / hiatus
They at the top in the world
They have everything that any idol/boyband could imagine and can jealous about
But the moment come... 27th January 2019
Although nothing will last forever
But i never think that moment come this fast

I already plan to go to Japan in 2020
Since few years ago
Without any concrete plan to see them in concert
Because I know how difficult it is
I'm not even in their official fanclub even I already in my 11 years in fandom
Since they announce 5x20 and more,I can see glimps of hope to attend their concert

But 27th January really is my new turning point as Arashian
I register to their official fan club on the same day of their announcement
I'm balloting in their concert
I think I tweet the most number perday since I'm been on twitter

Arashi is the best group I ever been fan in my life
They're my treasures
I'm always pray for their happiness.....and I think this is the answer
I know I will be in denial for long time.... I also not sure when it will end
But as fan, I choose to support them and believe them
because I care for them;-

Arashi is 5 💙❤💚💛💜
Now is our turn to make them happy....by support their decision

#嵐ファン全員で嵐5人を幸せにしてやるよ

It hurt, my heart is ache....but I'm okay

So....let's smile again and enjoy the moment